Today is my third week at the placement and I only have two days left before Christmas break. Overall the journey has been very bumpy, with up and down rides. My first week at the placement was mainly getting familiar with the placement, relevant forms and documents but also being able to keep up with the designated senior nurses. That had been a challenge although I think I’m getting better at it.
As a person who for the first time have experienced the extreme speed under these amazing nurses work, it has made me realise and appreciate them even more. The long hours, the commitment, putting the patients in front of themselves. They are really amazing people and are undervalued. In my first week at shadowing, I also experienced something that had made me appreciate life a little more than I did. I experienced a death of a patient for the first time. I experienced seeing a dead person, which never happened to me before. We nurses had taken care of the body, gave the lady deserved respect and all needed to be done in order for the body to be sent further. This situation had made me realise that this will happen to me again, and I was proud of myself how I handled the situation. I am proud of myself that I realised what sort of nurse I want to be in the future. The nurse I want to be is the nurse that will make sure that patients will get the best care I can possibly give to them as you never know if my care, will not be the last thing that they experiencing. I want to be the nurse that will try to put a smile on their faces, even in hard times and show them that I care.
Overall I believe I have been giving my very best at getting the experience ‘hands on’. I hope that I am seen as capable, keen and I hope that I will manage to keep up with all, even though some days are harder than other.
The place I believe I would like to get some improvement is working together on my epad as I have not had a chance yet, to sit down with anyone to discuss and work through things. I am being very understanding that hospital is a fast pace although I am getting worried that these things are left until very last.