The last couple of weeks we have had alot of assessments that has been due so this performance but the performance has been in the back of my mind. I have been taking into considiration that our reality is turh upside down and nobody knows how this will effect our future and how long we will be in the position we are now. I have been struggeling alot to stay motivated since I have to write all of my assessment and not being able to perform and act in the way I really would like. Acting for my has always been the form I could express my feelings, but at the same time be able to access other mindsets and step out of myself while I was performing as someone else. Not being able to use acting in my daily life as before has been hard and I have had a negative mindset towards all this the last few months. Nobody was preperad for this situation to happen, but we still need to work togheter to get through this. As I was feeling down I started to think about this play and what the water represents for all these characters. My interpratation of the water is that they see it as a hope in the difficult and challenging world we live in. Especially in this time we all need to find that hope to continue this life together even though our generation is facing the biggest epademic in decades. The characters has faced some difficults dilemmas but they are finally able to find their hope again as the see the water as the source of life. Going back into working with this performance now that all the other assessments are handed in will make it easier to focus on just this project and not having to think about every thing else.